Saturday, October 28, 2006

Ode to the Wicked Witch of the South

What? You thought the Witch of the South was one of the good witches?

Silly, silly people.

No.

Not. even. close.

Ok, now - get over your shock, so we can get on with this, already.....

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Oh, Wicked Witch of the South.....

Your lies, your deceit (redundant? I don't care - I'm pissed), your hate

Your disgusting, nauseating hyperfocused self-love

Some days I've had so much 'enough' of you, I can barely breathe

I never thought I'd run across someone who'd never taught anyone anything good

But - now. I. have.

You may possibly have shared some good information one time or another with me

But teaching anyone anything important - being real, love, hey, even God - nope. not there.

You have never ever ever even gotten close to going there

Oft I am sad for you.....not today

Today I am seething

This five-person clan I call my own - the very most important thing to me

I would do anything for them -- and I did

And boy was I wrong

Looking at it from most angles, that is

I cannot fathom, at the moment - feeling it, but, I know I have said that it might not be all-for-naught

But logistically, logically (again-redundant? again-I don't really give a shit) -- it all looks like a fucked up bunch of crap

To think that someone would put a family on the line like that - is seriously disturbing

And for what? For what, really?

I honestly cannot tell

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE

ugh

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm sooo sorry! No wonder you've been on my mind so much! I'm feeling your pain through 700 miles. I miss your family everyday, and not a day goes by I'm not wishing things were different. However, when all is said and done and you've survived, then you'll be rewarded. Love is always in Dallas for you!

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